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Thursday, January 05, 2006

`Oh man it's a new year.

Break was awesome. Tons of good laughs and fun times. Gotta love the trio and girlfriend. Now I'm back in Irvine. Not quite ready but willing to put in another 11 weeks of hard work for these next swarm of classes. Wish me luck. Reality is kicking in again.


Thursday, October 27, 2005

`Can't phase me bitches. =]

Here's the update...

Wednesday: Hella chill day in regards to class. Aced my precalc midterm. =] Went back to my room and chilled a bit. I had lunch then went to writing class. The night/morning before I procrastinated my ass off and wrote a one page exploratory out of my ass... but when I got to class she chose my intro paragraph to criticize. Basically it's a "good start" to the essay I have to do. So yayyyy me. =]
Then, to end off the day, I had chemistry lab. It was only an hour long.. whooooo. Pretty damn easy too I might add. I returned to my room only to find Nina bitching (of course) Haha. She knocked out on my bed and I just talked to John(guy down the hall), Vanessa(lives next door), and whoever else dropped by.
After chillin a bit, I had the weirdest craving for Pho. We skipped hall dinner and John ended up taking Nina, Vanessa, Giselle (roomie), and me. That shit was hella good. Their thai tea kicked ass, too.. Mm. On the way back to the dorms Vanessa and I wanted hyphy shit to listen to.. but of course SoCal music never does it right. Instead, we went to my room and busted some shit for a couple minutes as people came in to criticize.
Finally, Nina and I took off for Kababayan (Filipino club) pictures. There was hella people there so it took awhile. After that we had a gathering to figure out whose car we would be riding in to Knott's Scary Farm. Nina and I ended up in Doris's car with Katrina and Neil Jon. They're all pretty chill. Katrina is from Alameda and Doris is from Martinez. Bay Area whattttttt. =] We listened to some slow jams at first, then got a little hyphy. Haha. Nina had to take the fattest piss but people were just standing around and stuff before we went in. Met some more people and what not.
Knott's Scary Farm was done up like crazy. I seriously didn't know what to expect. We went into mazes that were just filled with people in costumes who would jump out or follow you around in their scary ass masks. To be honest, I wasn't that scared but it was fun watching other people's reactions. I had the chance to actually talk to other people who are in Kaba. It was good times. There's this girl Da who I followed through one of the mazes.. for every person that tried to scare her, she'd be like, "Oh damn, that was good, that was good". Freaking hilarious man. Hahaha. Then there was this guy dressed as a jock, but scary jock in a funky ass mask.. this fool jumps out and goes MIKE JONES. I was thinking in my head, "Nice try".. then I start walking away.. Oh shit! That fool just said Mike Jones. Hahah. He made me crack up for the rest of the night. Oh man.. that Nina. Her ass was hella grabbin onto me scared as fuck. I think my jacket stretched. Haha. It was good times though. Met a lot of chill folk.
Today: Didn't go to class. I only had two classes today so it's all good. Nothing important. Nina and I didn't wake up early like we were supposed to (she slept over). Instead we got up a little later than planned and headed over to the Bookstore for the huge 25% of UCI apparel sale. My ass has been freezing without a hoodie so I bought one. Pretty damn comfortable I must say. Then we ate at Pippin and ran into Christine and Eric. After that I came back here, studied a bit and fell asleep. Now I'm sitting here doing this.

That's all for now. I'll update in a few days. We might go gay clubbin' tonight. Wooot.

`Deuces.


Tuesday, October 25, 2005

`The official return back to online blogging.

Hello fellow bloggers, it's been awhile.

College life is interesting. I'm already halfway through the quarter; it's hard to believe.

Roommate situation: Her name is Giselle and she's like my long lost twin.. it's kinda weird. We think alike and sometimes finish each others thoughts/sentences. Then, we have the same moments together, but in different places. It's hard to explain but we basically get along really well. We talk about anything and everything, share shit together, hang out and what not.. I don't know.. it's really fun. I remember being bummed about not getting the single I want, but in the end I'm really glad she's my roommate. =]

Dorm situation: Well for one, I'm in diversity hall; thus, there is only 2/3 white people out of a group of 60+. Then, of course, there are 5/6 gorgeous gay guys. And let me tell you.. they are beautiful. LoL. The other people in my hall are pretty chill. We have our fun and what not.. good times.

Class: I go to most.. LoL. Sometimes there are just other things to do. Otherwise, I go most of the time. Haha. I've done all my homework so far. Midterms sorta screwed me over. I didn't too well on the chemistry one and surprisingly I'm not doing well in my writing class. I'm kicking ass in math and chemistry lab though. I suppose it balances itself out. Whatev...

Party life: I am exactly how I thought I would be.. I'm not much of a partier. I go every now and then.. but I love clubbing more. I've come to realize how much I love dancing. Haha. Finally experienced a gay club, too. It was pretty interesting. I had a blast but I think I should give most of the credit to the people I went with. They're chill people.

Relationships: Not much going on really.. Single and confused about stuff. We'll see where it goes..

Family: I miss them like fuck. I went home a couple weeks ago for my brother's birthday. Next holiday (Veteran's Day), I'm going home then, too. Already excited for that. =]

Friends: Trying to keep in touch with only a few people. Other people is just random catching up. Surprisingly, Nina and I haven't really drifted, but we don't get to see each other as much. Being here has made me realize how much gas I wasted by driving over to her house. The distance seems so small not that I have to walk everywhere. Haha. Trio was reunited on Saturday at Friendship Games.  Alicia, Diana, Lara, Kathleen and Clarissa were also there along with a few others. It was fun times.

I think that's enough summarizing. More to come.. I'll start keeping this updated again.

`Deuces.


Sunday, October 02, 2005

Feeling lost in a state of confusion

With words circulating throughout my mind

Of the love from the past

 

Where has it all disappeared to

A reality that no longer exists

Of broken hopes and fading dreams

 

Slowly I’m falling deeper

Into the depths of the unexplainable

 

Slowly I’m reaching in

To fill what was once there

 

Slowly I’m starting to realize

The only thing I need in my life is you.


Monday, May 09, 2005

`Pathetically in love. =D

Saturday, May 7, was by far one of the best days ever.  We never get the chance to spend the whole day together, so that alone made the day meaningful.

Well, after some laggage, I left my house around 9 and eventually picked her up by 10. No time for greetings because her parents didn't know she was chillin' with me. So off to El Cerrito we went to park at the BART station.  To avoid from getting my car hijacked, we parked at Target. LOL. Then, off to BART we go.

We're not much of a PDA couple when we're in Vallejo/San Jose so it was nice being able to hold hands and hug or whatever without feeling awkward about it. There were hella heads going to the Giants game. After a pleasant adventure on BART we got off on Powell for the shops.  It was hella funny because I had to hella piss, so we basically rushed to the Nordstrom bathrooms--just cuz they were nicer. =D

Following that little detour, I wanted salad for lunch, but Lena had already decided that we'd get a Philly Cheesesteak from Great Steak, cuz apparently we're a "Philly Cheesesteak" couple. LOL (Whatever the hell that means. =P)

Then we hit up my favorite floor, filled with the different kinds of Foot Lockers.  We had a little fun up in Nordstroms and eventually hit the streets to look in a few more stores.

Since I had never been to Metreon, we went to go explore for a little. Lena went all crazy in the Playstation area. Her eyes lit up all bright like a little kid.  It was way too cute. 

One of the highlights of the day was buying a Venti Coffee Frap and just loungin out in the Yerba Buena Park.  It was relaxing just chillin out on the grass talking, scoping out everyone that was walking by.  I noticed some people looking over at us and stuff but no worries, at least they weren't hating.

Next, we went back inside Metreon and headed to the arcade.  We bought a card and played a little. That was fun, killed some time.  We explored a few shops when we got bored and decided to jump back onto BART and hit up the wharf.

Down the street before the wharf there was an Arts and Crafts fair so we looked around.  Hard to imagine but we walked all the way from Pier 1 to Pier 39.  I loved just being able to hold my girl's hand as we walked and everyone passing by noticed.  We were joking around the whole time and eventually reached a dock where we just sat for a little.  Then, we went through the shops of Pier 39 and reached the Sea Lions.

The Sea Lions are such idiots. Haha. We had fun just laughing at their stupidity and enjoyed the fights they kept picking with each other.  I was jacket-less and therefore freezing so she held me close and all of that. =D It felt so nice just to be in her arms.  But she couldn't keep me warm forever so we walked to Gap where she found a guys long sleeve for only 4 bucks. I bought it of course and we continued our walk down Fisherman's Wharf.

Eventually, after seeing a couple interesting things, we reached the street filled with restaurants so we budgeted well and picked a cheap, decently priced place.  Once again we sat, talked, had a filling dinner.  Then began our walk back towards the BART station.

We retraced our steps through Pier 39 and eventually realized that there was no way in hell we'd have enough energy to walk back to Pier 1. So instead we settled for taking the trolley but it took forever to get there so it was a good 20-30 minutes of standing around and talking. However, when it finally came, it still wasn't the end of our day.

We ended up walking back to BART. Hopped onto one, got off it, transferred, and ended up in El Cerrito. But we still had time to kill so we picked up my car from Target, drove to another Target.  There, we ended up falling asleep in my car for a good half hour or so, then drove to Starbucks by her house (where there happened to be another Target). LOL.

So we said our last goodbyes in the car and I dropped her off at home. =D

It was definitely a day I will never forget.  I fell in love with her even more that day.  I can't over the feelings she gives me when she smiles, holds me close, kisses me--it's all worth the wait of seeing her. I couldn't have asked for a more caring, loving girlfriend.

Enough with the lovey dovey stuff. I'm done. =D
`Deuces.



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